Again, I will NOT anyone surpass ME.
My friends and I went to Sherwood. Drank a little. Lay low chillin’. Calm atmosphere. A simple hangout.
On my way to ride a jeep, he accompanied me and before leaving in his own way of track to their home, he gripped my shoulder and kissed the right side of my head. No malice. I was flattered for a few seconds but, thought nothing and moved on. It kind of stayed on my mind for a moment back there since no one has had ever done that to me. He’s still one of my best buddies. Again, no malice; Just expressed how I felt at that moment.
I’m having this weird feeling on my chest. I mean, my heart beat feels irregular. It doesn’t seem to be in rhythm. You see, my point is that I don’t like to have a crush on anyone(don’t take that as a negative one).
I don’t fall in love for someone easily. I want to make sure if they’re meant for me. I don’t find them, I just let the cupid look for that “one” person to come to my life.
This guy that I’m going to talk about is someone who somehow caught my eye.
He’s normal, yes. He’s business-minded, he has a nice smile(No kidding! It attracts me), he’s very friendly, open-minded, he loves to eat(Yes, ramen Haha), he has pretty eyes, he’s faithful, respectful, he’s sweet and sincere, he’s thoughtful, and blahh. He’s got almost everything for ladies to like him.
The thing is I’m controlling these feelings of mine. I don’t want to make the first move since I’m reserved and somewhat conservative. There are times that I’m also insensitive towards others feelings. I can’t blame them for blaming me that I usually ignore them :( But, please don’t get me wrong. I just don’t want to fall to the wrong person ‘cause I don’t want to get hurt. Sounds funny and pathetic, right? I know it’s part of falling in love or whatever you call that. I also don’t like having a crush on someone who has a girlfriend. Ain’t that type of person.
When I first saw him, he seems to be just an ordinary person. A lot of people are saying that he is from a family of rich people, sweet and spontaneous lover and of course, intelligent. He caught my attention because of those things they’ve told me. Those are the qualities I like from my ideal man. That includes those things I’ve mentioned above about him. Almost perfect!
Last Wednesday(NDT), I saw him. He waved at me and I just smiled back. I felt freakin weird. I actually avoided his glances to me whenever something funny happens during the meeting. I don’t want him to notice that I’m admiring him. I just wanted to watch him from afar where he wouldn’t be able to see me. I prefer him to be talking with other people. But, there came a time that he sat beside me when I was alone doing some call invites, asking me how I was, how was my day, how was school, what I’m doing and alike. I felt normal. Yea, not weird. I somehow managed to control those feelings. Yay! Also, I prefer to focus on my studies first before those things. I’m still young and looking forward on what my future awaits me.
Maybe for now, he’s going to serve as my inspiration to become a successful person like him who get to own a company, and help others to become successful as well.
A friendship with him will serve much better than having a thing more than that. And I don’t want that thing to happen. Mutual understanding will do. It won’t hurt, I guess.
There will come a time that love will be tailing me someday. It may not be today, tomorrow or the next day, but, there’s a part of me saying that I want him to be mine someday. Ugh, kiddy fantasies -_- Oh well, don’t mind that.
We did our happy assignment just at school. Why? It’s just really convenient for all of us and since we’re all saving money for eating in Pepper Lunch next week. *Teehee*
We had fun with our photoshoot and eating so much sweets. It satisfies the sweet demon in me. *Haha! Hello diabetes*.The three of us did an editorial and basic model-posing for our final presentation in which I think would come out pretty cool. Sometimes, there’s this something that would make you think that having self confidence can actually make better outcome when you do it well and done for a good purpose. It’s not bad at all!
We did our photoshoot in Plaza V. where students can actually see us! All of us were feeling shy to do the “thing”. But, what made us move was the “time”. Right after seeing the clock, we were surprised to know that we have spent an hour being shy, wasting time. So, we immediately made our poses here and there. That time, it seems like we didn’t have any marks or traces of shyness in our bodies! *LOL*
Anyway, speaking of our photoshoot for the final presentation, our future company, “Sync Avenue”, is a clothing line type that will suit people who are into urban, vintage and minimalist. We have bunch of these types in our shop. And guess what? Our shop has a Bread ‘O hole section where customers can chill while shopping. Alright enough with my spoiler. *Hihi*
As you can see down below, we all have different poses in each photo.
Here’s the first batch:
This is Zia :)
^Yup, It’s me on the photo btw. Haha!^
And the last one here is Elliot :)
The clothes we wore is the combination of all three types of clothing from our shop.
*Hahaha!* I just made up the word. So, there’s probably no exact definition for that in the dictionary.
So, I gave you a sneak peek on our supposedly final presentation due next week. Haha! Just a glimpse. We’re all going to explain those things on our presentation day :)
Here’s another batch of sneak peek!
*Oops! Pardon my ‘lil fats bulging out ><” my bad my bad*
"HEY! I’m feelin’ quirky on this photo!"
*A typical comfy clothes when I came to school. Hahah!*
*I’m such a boy in this photo. I kinda like this look though. BOYISH :D*
"Just feeling newbie heartthrob" Hahahah!
*Elliot and his creepy smile as what he said.*
"Doesn’t look like though"
*Zia and her simple ubran look ;)*
Anyway, this was when there were a lot of students peering out from Duerr and Solomon Hall. This also include the other students in Plaza V.
We actually made our photoshoot this time really quick since we just borrowed a tripod from a friend and they need to use it and we’ll be having our next class! So, we’re all in a rush. Good thing the results turned out pretty cool. No, let me rephrase that, “Good thing the results turned out great!”.
That came out neat and goofy, eh? *Haha*
So, going back to the topic, right after having our photoshoot, we had little fun first. Having fun will never go away from our spirits, yes? YOUTH! Haha! What we did was sorta what you call “bloopers” type of photography. We simply put out silly faces and goof around just to relieve all the tension. No, I mean, all the shyness we have kept in ourselves. Bahaha!
So here’s a last glimpse of our blooper photo goofing around:
You can see how much we enjoyed doing these things ;)
And yup, That’s all.